The next time you hear from me i will have started using my intelligence to become more knowledgeable. it matters. so that doesn't mean you can just ask me any question and I'll have the answer, but it will mean that if you ask my opinion, I will have a viable, relevant answer. that's a start. If we're here to stretch his will, we're here to stretch his will. Stretch it with a little brainwork first.

rock bottom

Well. here I am. does it get much lower? homeless. jobless. mental case. hopefully not handicapped but maybe disabled. who am i right now and who's life have i taken authority over. not my own, i'm sure. how to flip this thing around before cast and crew are hurt for real? do i ask for more help - i mean from more than the usual parties...or do i stay the course until something opens up for me....cuz the usual joints don't seem to apply here. like Common said, i'm just opening my mental window for alittle while so maybe u'll climb in or just look in. likely a quick look will afford you a laugh. not at my expense, however, cuz i'm broke.